For the pass weeks since 2010 start...it had been problems poping out for me to face to solve...alot things need to do decision...no matter in what scope....my world turns really gray...pale....lifeless....due to over burden by the tough decision problems....but you turn up to be my listener...the one that slightly fill my world with some colour....being at my side accompany through tough times...maybe you din realise cause my face is always seems nothing and laughing through the days....any how i spilled out some of my feelings out uncontrolable....but...this din turn out good...it seems....than for the two days and night you seems to change?avoid me? but something tell me you are not...you still sms me but little....you still chat with me on msn but lesser word of ~hehe or haha~ from you...and no skype chat....so what actually happen....where at such these days my world turned back into grey colour again....a real grey....pale and lifeless.....did i did something wrong....or i scared you away....or i am clapping hand on my own one sided.....
I really don't know....
i really don't know......
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Friday, January 29, 2010
What an IMPACT
This is a blog specifically for a specific person who will be able to read if the/she still remember the two favor number of mine and two favor number his/her's...but how does the combination goes....try and have some deep brain storming....
So how do you manage to open and read it?
So how do you manage to open and read it?
Uncertainty....
In the world of LOVE....how come there is so many uncertainty....there are so many things bring together two person but there are also alot of things that cause a couple to sink into...sadness....losing the direction of true love....dropping off the bridge of love.....etc...
how come there is so many things in the world of love don't have a DIRECT answer..DIRECT solution....maybe due to all the uncertainty....
Maybe is VERY True that the word LOVE has meaning that is EXTREMELY deep that can cause '+'ve or '-'ve feelings...effect towards one's life....
Love can cause :
a person to SUFFOCATE to the max
~or~
a person felt SWEET to the max...
haih...LOVE is really something so complicated....
how come there is so many things in the world of love don't have a DIRECT answer..DIRECT solution....maybe due to all the uncertainty....
Maybe is VERY True that the word LOVE has meaning that is EXTREMELY deep that can cause '+'ve or '-'ve feelings...effect towards one's life....
Love can cause :
a person to SUFFOCATE to the max
~or~
a person felt SWEET to the max...
haih...LOVE is really something so complicated....
Saturday, January 23, 2010
~Legality~
Hehe....after turning 21 years old the first thing came into the mind of my friend is that....haha....she finally legal to access Casino already....lol....after 21 year since pop out from mum's stomache...haha....At casino because of her 新人luck...lol...she manage to win around Rm100....haha...
BUT me having the other side of her luck...so i lost around Rm80 :'(
haha....
所谓小赌怡情大赌伤财。。。
lol
i just wanted to go up and play a couple of hand win or lost doesn't matter much...haha.....JUST FOR FUN.....lol....
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
所謂的曾經拥有，就是幸福 ~ 很感人
中午，我站在學校大門口當交通導護，幫助一年級的小朋友放學。
卓新勇的母親，悄手悄腳提著一個便當在校門口。
被我一喊，她露出不好意思的表情。
「老師啊！．．．」
「哎呀！我不是跟妳講了嗎？學校不喜歡家長替孩子送便當。
如果每個媽媽都像妳這樣，學校大門就擠滿了人，那樣，我們怎麼放學呢？」
「我知道！我知道！」哼！知道了還送，簡直是明知故犯。
「妳不會讓他自己帶便當嗎！」
「我知道！我知道！」這些話，不曉得說了幾次。
每次一到中午，送便當的家長和放學的一年級小朋友，常常相撞在一起，造成相當的困擾。
卓新勇是一位沈默寡言，乖巧內向的孩子。
有次上課，他竟然打瞌睡，我很訝異，把他叫起來。
「怎麼了？」他一臉迷惘站起來，不回答。
第二天上課，也是這樣，我實在受不了，狠狠地把他叫過來。
「你到底怎麼了？」
我已經氣得半死，口氣已經控制不住。
突然，他垂頭淌下淚水。我暗自一驚。
「說呀！到底為什麼上課要打瞌睡呢？」
我媽媽住院了！昨天一直在醫院陪她。」
我一聽愣住了，頓時，心中的怒氣消失了，代之而起的是無限慚愧，「她為什麼住院呢？」
「是肺癌！」我一聽，心都涼到腳底。
心中想到身體贏弱的卓新勇。
如果，不幸那天來臨，他將如何繼續往後漫長的歲月呢？
想到這兒，不禁鼻酸。吃飯時，妻子在餵兒子吃飯，
我不禁想起，以前卓新勇的母親偷偷摸摸替他送便當。
第二天下班後，我騎著機車到醫院探望他母親。
幾個禮拜沒見，卓新勇的母親瘦得不成人形，蒼白的臉，光禿的頭，簡直不敢相信就是她。
她看到我，顯得很驚訝，努力想站起來，但是，一咳嗽，整個人歪了一邊。
「不要站起來！不要站起來！」
「老師！謝﹍﹍謝謝你！」她吃力喊著，眼眶消出淚水。
在醫院的走廊，卓新勇的父親對我說：「只剩下兩個月了！嗚！我﹍真的不知要怎麼辦？」他老
縱橫。
回到學校，報告校長。
「他爸爸已經六十多歲了，現在母親又將離開人間，是不是我們可以發動全校募款。不管多少，都可以幫助他。」校長爽快答應。
經過幾天募款活動，我們總算募到五萬二千一百二十元。
把錢送到醫院時，卓新勇的母親已經在昏迷中。
「我們準備今天送他回家！」卓新勇的父親，臉形憔悴得發白。我一聽，心頭抽搐一陣。
「老師！能不能幫個忙？」
「請說！我能夠做到的，我一定答應。」
「他前幾天，一直拉著卓新勇的手，喊著：媽媽不能再替你送便當了！我想，請老師再讓她送最後一次便當，只有送便當時，他才真正感受到一位為人母親的榮耀。」
聽到這兒，我百感交集地點點頭。
中午，一輛救護車呼拉拉開到學校大門口。
卓親勇的父親和一名醫護人員，推著擔架上的人。
我淚水盈眶，站在旁邊，伴當交通導護老師。
「到了！到了！」卓新勇的父親買了一個便當，躺在擔架上的卓新勇的母親，伸出瘦細蒼白的手提著便當，在旁邊人員推送下，慢慢靠近大門口的鐵門。
在鐵門的另一邊，卓新勇伸出右手，接過母親的便當。
「媽！」卓新勇嚎啕大哭。
這時，我清楚見到她母親瘦削的臉頰，抽搐了一下，彷彿想說話，但是，又說不出來。
「媽！我不要！我不要妳走！」卓新勇呼天搶地叫著。
我的淚水，再也控制不住，嘩嘩而落。我暗恨自己，以前是多麼殘忍！
隔天，卓新勇的母親就去世了。
卓新勇的母親出殯後。
一天，
卓新勇的父親來到我辦公室，遞給我一包牛皮紙。
老師！這是你和學生們幫助我的錢，我認為還有更多的學生，需要這筆錢，所以，還給你們。謝謝你熱心幫忙。」說完，錢一放，就掉頭離去。
這筆錢彷彿生熱似的，直燙著我心坎。
我天天找卓新勇聊天話家常。深怕他經不起喪母的打擊。
「老師！你放心！我很好！你不要一直替我擔心！」
卓新勇對我說「我很早就知道，我母親就要死了，我也不是不想聽你話，叫媽媽不要送便當。因為，一天當中，只有中午，我才能吃到我媽媽煮的飯。」
我心頭一凜，「為什麼呢？」
她很虛弱，家裡都是爸爸在煮飯。只有中午爸爸不在，她才能偷偷背著爸爸煮飯。是她堅持要送便當的。」說完，卓新勇淌出淚水。
很感人吧！我看到一半就忍不住眼淚就掉下來了！
各位～趁著父母健在的時候，好好的孝順他們喔！
不然........將來後悔也就來不及了！
一直以為幸福在遠方，在可以追逐的未來。
我的雙眼保持著眺望，我的雙耳仔細聆聽，唯恐疏忽錯過。
後來才發現---那些握過的手，唱過的歌，流過的淚，愛過的人......
所謂的曾經，就是幸福
卓新勇的母親，悄手悄腳提著一個便當在校門口。
被我一喊，她露出不好意思的表情。
「老師啊！．．．」
「哎呀！我不是跟妳講了嗎？學校不喜歡家長替孩子送便當。
如果每個媽媽都像妳這樣，學校大門就擠滿了人，那樣，我們怎麼放學呢？」
「我知道！我知道！」哼！知道了還送，簡直是明知故犯。
「妳不會讓他自己帶便當嗎！」
「我知道！我知道！」這些話，不曉得說了幾次。
每次一到中午，送便當的家長和放學的一年級小朋友，常常相撞在一起，造成相當的困擾。
卓新勇是一位沈默寡言，乖巧內向的孩子。
有次上課，他竟然打瞌睡，我很訝異，把他叫起來。
「怎麼了？」他一臉迷惘站起來，不回答。
第二天上課，也是這樣，我實在受不了，狠狠地把他叫過來。
「你到底怎麼了？」
我已經氣得半死，口氣已經控制不住。
突然，他垂頭淌下淚水。我暗自一驚。
「說呀！到底為什麼上課要打瞌睡呢？」
我媽媽住院了！昨天一直在醫院陪她。」
我一聽愣住了，頓時，心中的怒氣消失了，代之而起的是無限慚愧，「她為什麼住院呢？」
「是肺癌！」我一聽，心都涼到腳底。
心中想到身體贏弱的卓新勇。
如果，不幸那天來臨，他將如何繼續往後漫長的歲月呢？
想到這兒，不禁鼻酸。吃飯時，妻子在餵兒子吃飯，
我不禁想起，以前卓新勇的母親偷偷摸摸替他送便當。
第二天下班後，我騎著機車到醫院探望他母親。
幾個禮拜沒見，卓新勇的母親瘦得不成人形，蒼白的臉，光禿的頭，簡直不敢相信就是她。
她看到我，顯得很驚訝，努力想站起來，但是，一咳嗽，整個人歪了一邊。
「不要站起來！不要站起來！」
「老師！謝﹍﹍謝謝你！」她吃力喊著，眼眶消出淚水。
在醫院的走廊，卓新勇的父親對我說：「只剩下兩個月了！嗚！我﹍真的不知要怎麼辦？」他老
縱橫。
回到學校，報告校長。
「他爸爸已經六十多歲了，現在母親又將離開人間，是不是我們可以發動全校募款。不管多少，都可以幫助他。」校長爽快答應。
經過幾天募款活動，我們總算募到五萬二千一百二十元。
把錢送到醫院時，卓新勇的母親已經在昏迷中。
「我們準備今天送他回家！」卓新勇的父親，臉形憔悴得發白。我一聽，心頭抽搐一陣。
「老師！能不能幫個忙？」
「請說！我能夠做到的，我一定答應。」
「他前幾天，一直拉著卓新勇的手，喊著：媽媽不能再替你送便當了！我想，請老師再讓她送最後一次便當，只有送便當時，他才真正感受到一位為人母親的榮耀。」
聽到這兒，我百感交集地點點頭。
中午，一輛救護車呼拉拉開到學校大門口。
卓親勇的父親和一名醫護人員，推著擔架上的人。
我淚水盈眶，站在旁邊，伴當交通導護老師。
「到了！到了！」卓新勇的父親買了一個便當，躺在擔架上的卓新勇的母親，伸出瘦細蒼白的手提著便當，在旁邊人員推送下，慢慢靠近大門口的鐵門。
在鐵門的另一邊，卓新勇伸出右手，接過母親的便當。
「媽！」卓新勇嚎啕大哭。
這時，我清楚見到她母親瘦削的臉頰，抽搐了一下，彷彿想說話，但是，又說不出來。
「媽！我不要！我不要妳走！」卓新勇呼天搶地叫著。
我的淚水，再也控制不住，嘩嘩而落。我暗恨自己，以前是多麼殘忍！
隔天，卓新勇的母親就去世了。
卓新勇的母親出殯後。
一天，
卓新勇的父親來到我辦公室，遞給我一包牛皮紙。
老師！這是你和學生們幫助我的錢，我認為還有更多的學生，需要這筆錢，所以，還給你們。謝謝你熱心幫忙。」說完，錢一放，就掉頭離去。
這筆錢彷彿生熱似的，直燙著我心坎。
我天天找卓新勇聊天話家常。深怕他經不起喪母的打擊。
「老師！你放心！我很好！你不要一直替我擔心！」
卓新勇對我說「我很早就知道，我母親就要死了，我也不是不想聽你話，叫媽媽不要送便當。因為，一天當中，只有中午，我才能吃到我媽媽煮的飯。」
我心頭一凜，「為什麼呢？」
她很虛弱，家裡都是爸爸在煮飯。只有中午爸爸不在，她才能偷偷背著爸爸煮飯。是她堅持要送便當的。」說完，卓新勇淌出淚水。
很感人吧！我看到一半就忍不住眼淚就掉下來了！
各位～趁著父母健在的時候，好好的孝順他們喔！
不然........將來後悔也就來不及了！
一直以為幸福在遠方，在可以追逐的未來。
我的雙眼保持著眺望，我的雙耳仔細聆聽，唯恐疏忽錯過。
後來才發現---那些握過的手，唱過的歌，流過的淚，愛過的人......
所謂的曾經，就是幸福
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
~童言无忌~
haha....was enjoying dinner avec my friend ZM at ss2..while i am on my way back to our table after i have place my food order...and upon what shock me is i saw zm laughing by her own...
me :' zm you ok ah? how come laugh sendiri o.0 ? siao liao?'
zm :'haha...hehe....haha...no la....no siao....just......'
me :' just what???you siao po....laughing sendiri....'
(zm start to stop laughing and prep to tell me what actually happen)
zm :' is actually there is three little girl was playing beside the table of ours...than suddenly a
indian pass by them then one of them pointed at the indian and shout out "apunene
inderpulange"...and the indian just walk pass but me myself burst to laughter....haha..."
me :' hahaha.........what the fuh cuk....so funny....and yet so daring....'
zm :' yalo....lol..haha....'
me :' 童言无忌' the indian won;t angry at the little one...haha...'
zm :'let me tell you something about what happen to me during my younger time...haha...one
day i saw a
bald head guy and grown beard fellow...than i turn to ask my uncle why is the
guy's hair grown on the bottom side?'
me :' burst to laughter....nonstop.....hahahahaha'
in this world really funny is such word is out from a kid people will thing is cute and funny....
but if such word is out from an youngster it will cause them to get beaten up....
WHY? haha(food for thought)
me :' zm you ok ah? how come laugh sendiri o.0 ? siao liao?'
zm :'haha...hehe....haha...no la....no siao....just......'
me :' just what???you siao po....laughing sendiri....'
(zm start to stop laughing and prep to tell me what actually happen)
zm :' is actually there is three little girl was playing beside the table of ours...than suddenly a
indian pass by them then one of them pointed at the indian and shout out "apunene
inderpulange"...and the indian just walk pass but me myself burst to laughter....haha..."
me :' hahaha.........what the fuh cuk....so funny....and yet so daring....'
zm :' yalo....lol..haha....'
me :' 童言无忌' the indian won;t angry at the little one...haha...'
zm :'let me tell you something about what happen to me during my younger time...haha...one
day i saw a
bald head guy and grown beard fellow...than i turn to ask my uncle why is theguy's hair grown on the bottom side?'
me :' burst to laughter....nonstop.....hahahahaha'
in this world really funny is such word is out from a kid people will thing is cute and funny....
but if such word is out from an youngster it will cause them to get beaten up....
WHY? haha(food for thought)
Monday, December 28, 2009
Tag 3
STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs.
Y - Yi Qian Nian yi Hou @ JJ Lin
A - Ai Hen Jian Dan @ David Tao
N - Never Had Dream Come True
Q - Qing Tian @ Jay Chou
Q - Qing Tian @ Jay Chou
I - Irreplaceable
N - Never Had Dream Come True
STEP TWO:
– Name: Wooi Yan Qin
– Birth date: 181088
– Nickname: Alex
– Eye Color: dark brown
– Hair Color: black (natural)
– Zodiac Sign: libra
STEP THREE:
–The shoes you wore today: sport shoes
– Your weaknesses: easily angry
– Your fear(s): so far none yet..
– Your perfect pizza: Beef Peperoni
– Goal you’d like to achieve: A Bright Future
STEP FOUR:
– Your best physical feature: Tall....slim.....
– Your bedtime time: not sure
– Most missed memory? : any happy memory
STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
– Pepsi or Coke?: Coke
– McDonald’s or Burger King: mcd
– Adidas or Nike: nike
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton ice tea
– Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
– Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
STEP SIX:
Do You…
– Smoke: no
– Cursed? : yes
– Sing: yes
– Dance: not really
– Take a shower everyday: confirm will....
– Do you think you’ve been in love?: yea
– Want to go to college: already in
– Like(d) high school: ok ok la
– Want to get married: future plan
– Get motion sickness: yea
– Think you’re attractive: possible if not how i got a GF
– Think you’re a health freak: not sure...
– Get along with your parents: yep
STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
– Gone to the mall: often
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yeap
– Eaten Sushi: yes...crazy over sushi
– Been on stage: yeap
– Gone skating: yeap
– Made homemade cookies: yeap
– Gone Skinny dipping: nooo..
STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes strip poker..but a winner...haha
– If so, was it mixed company: TAK FAHAM SOALAN
– Been beaten up: nope
STEP NINE:
– Age you hope to be married: hmm.. 27-29
– Numbers of Children: depends
– Describe your Dream Wedding: depend on my future wife
– What country would you most like to visit?: alot....
STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
– Best eye color?: natural colour will do
– Best hair color?: natural colour will do..
– Short hair or long hair?: long
– Height: not more than 180cm will be cool
STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: got few....
– Number of CDs that I own: alot pirated..
– Number of tattoos: none
– Number of piercings: none
Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday? working: family
What woke you up this morning? alarm
Where are you? family hall
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? i hope so
Do you like anybody? yea....
THE FUTURE
What kind of home would you like? nice n cosy home..lol..
What do you want to be when you grow up? a grownup..>.< kinda stupid question
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Somewhere up at management level in hotel or restaurant
IN GENERAL
Do you like candy necklaces? nope
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? 4weeks ago...PK due to basketball
Do you listen to music every day? yep
Do you still go trick or treating? never did
What was the last thing you ate? lunch
Are you a fast typer? ok ok oni
Whats your favorite type of soda? pure soda
Have you ever moved? yep
Have you ever moved? yep
Have you ever won an award? yep
Are you listening to music right now? yep
How long ’till your birthday? 10months++
When were you the saddest in your whole life? a year back....
Do you use ebay to buy or sell? nope
Who makes you mad? younger brother.. but i get over it very fast..
Have you ever heard a song written about you? nope
Something you want to happen in 2010? hmm.. sun qi zi ran..
Summer 2010? summer all year round here..
Honestly, do you miss 2009? ok lo...
HONESTY SECTION
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? wtf..blue la..
2. Honestly, whats on your mind? this stupid question..and my gf
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? this tag which i wasnt tagged..haha..
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? not yet....
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?sis
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? nope
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? nope
10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? parents being unfair..
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails? yucks nope
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? huh..no..
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? yeah some frenz and my dear
14. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? can consider gua....
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? hehe..yea...got a few
17. Honestly, are you in denial? of what? no i think...
18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? will if i am very hungry and can't sleep
ANGER SECTION
1. What do you do when you’re mad? depends mostly will switch on music loud and use headphone to listen than play games....
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? i make a big hole at my bathroom's door and my shirt cupboard
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? i guess yea..
4. Do you swear when you’re mad? depends....
CRYING SECTION
1.When was the last time you actually cried? felt very touch by movie consider cry?
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? yea
3. Do certain songs make you cry? yea
4. What usually makes you cry? movie, ppl..
HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person? mostly
2. What makes you the happiest? everything are in order...
4. Do you believe in yourself? mostly...
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? yea...i will and still will think deep thought if i am...lol...
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